Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Why do i feel this way?

my parents are taking me with them to look for a house to live at ( moving to another state) and while im GLAD im getting out of this state it's right next to this one so it isnt much diffrent ( bunch of inbred close minded rednecks) and as my parents have told me to get my clothes on and get ready im happy about getting out of this hick town even if it's just to look for a house before moving in it but the other half of me is upset because it's in SC right next to NC and so it will have close minded bible thumpers to. ( it's a place called myrtle beach? i dont know how the place is or anything but im sure its just as redneck and none the less it's in SOUTH CAROLINA thats some serious hick stuff i hate it.but i feel like im in another world as im getting ready. it sucks and i can feel mild panic attacks coming on and i dont knoww hy i dont know if it's an OCD thing or not bi having dis confort with a new area with the SAME people or what. god htis bugs me can somebody help? im also shaking and feel like im living in a movie and feel depressed. i feel like im ( traped) and i cant live how most people live and are stuck in the carolinas. im 17 years old.

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